Dear Man-I-have-to-pretend-to-respect-every-Sunday,

There are certain people in the position of power that don't deserve that position. Or better yet, because they have made it to that position does not mean they are always right nor do we have to give a flying f*$k about what they say.

It is also important to realize that certain 'organizations' we are part of are not 100% right. Sure they give meaning to life, but a few guidelines need to be mended to better our society. This can be proven by the hundreds of mistakes this organization has committed but have changed. But I must say, you still have a long way...

So honestly, everything you have ever said up there sir, has gone in one ear and out the other. Because I will NEVER let a corrupt, contradictory person like yourself change my way of thought and how I choose to live my life.

Sadly you are the only person I choose to be fake to, mainly in respect to some around me. And you should be aware that are A LOT more of my kind, because we have no choice. We are stuck with you.

When I look at you I do not judge you, or have EVER judged you for how you look on the outside. That has never ever been the problem. Your words and your actions are the problem. From the unfair way you got rid of the one before you to how you point fingers, all that makes me want to see you gone.

So... talk away. Point the fingers. Put people on spot. Go ahead.
I will never be YOUR follower.
I will never take your words in consideration.
I just don't give a damn.

Very much sincerely,

ME.

Useless Man In My Life

yesterday you yelled at me
blamed me for things i didn't do
blamed me for mistakes you committed
well, now I'm here to say that i am through

you yell and holler as loud as you want
everything is your way or the highway
the past years have been hell for this family

you've not welcome, just go away

you never know what goes on anyway
or actually give a damn about us
you tend to only make things worse

the only sentiment you give us is stress

we are all sick and tired of your attitude
you actions going by without consequences
you could have redeemed yourself
but you've been given more than enough chances

you're a fake, impostor and a liar

qualities inherited from your kin
you won't ever change
because its how its always been

the rage in your eyes and the tone of you voice
have scared us long enough
if you haven't gone further
then you're not as tuff

and damn me for not calling the cops that day
you hit my mother and I
you grabbed the phone out of my hands
all I did was cry

i pray in hope my mother sees

that she deserves better, than you piece of trash

you don't do much for us

and you can't fix everything with cash

especially after that crappy "I'm sorry"
you didn't even look at my face
you had your eyes fixed to the TV
or out in outer space

so take your best friend beer
and get the hell out of this house
we never needed you
goodbye you lousy father and spouse

inside my heart.

In the early 1920s, women started to fight for their rights and freedoms.
We, women, have come a long way from the authoritarian male society of then.

So today I'm sitting here thinking...
I am free to think what I want, choose what to believe in and so much more.
But what will happen if I choose to be with this person?
I see my life going to back to before the 1920s.