reality is...

My head is filling up

And my heart is in pain

I think I know what it is

And this will be hard to explain

I’m finally realizing

That this is a time for choices

I have to know if whether to listen to my heart

Or my head and the voices

In my heart, I know I love you

But sometimes love isn’t enough

There’s a lot more to a relationship

And its getting tough

Maybe that’s my mind speaking

I should learn to ignore

Because I know tuff I can get over

But this is about so much more

This is about insecurities

And knowing I’m not good enough

Maybe I need to move out of the picture

Even though its going to be rough

I wanted to forever hold your hand

And never leave your side

Wanting this is not enough

Because there’s so much more I can’t provide

Sometimes I can’t do the things you want

Or change my mind or how I think

It won’t be hard for you to find

Someone you can actually be in sync

I need to stop wasting your time

So you can find your better half

You deserve so much better

And not just someone to make you laugh

You need someone that will always be at your side

And who’s more like you

I’m getting the clue this person is not me

I know you will too

I just want your happiness

Something with me you won’t find

Because I’m not right for you

I’m not your kind